Everyday I keep getting new relatives! I'm so happy!
Twin sister - Pauline
Secret twin - Christie
Two older/big brothers - Navian, Kelvin
An older sister! - Crystal
And I even have a godson!! Yay for me! Joseph Ang!! Wheee... I teach him really bad stuff, such as learning how to swear, staying up till late at night. I'm such a bad godmummy :P
But all this happiness doesn't really matter. Not when my friends are feeling down...such as one of them are right now. It gets me down too.
And that's why there are quotes such as - through thick and thin. Ups and downs. Your average Jedi-crap.
And don't know why, for some reason I'm actually feeling emotional now. Jesus. Help.
Friday, December 14, 2007
Saturday, December 8, 2007
Countdown has begun.
Alright people! In roughly 12 hours... I'll be at Leisure Mall tomorrow, performing a few hours after arrival. Wish me luck yeahh!
Had roughly 6 band practices only, I'm feeling absolutely scared. Well, ANYONE would...considering they have one cocky guitarist, one inconfident guitarist, another quiet guitarist, one i-don't-give-a-damn-about-you drummer...
...and one scared-to-death-wits-praying-like-mad-till-she's-ready-to-scream-out-loud-and-turn-blue-sick singer/keyboardist. That would be me. The little KID (as SOMEONE keeps calling me) who's so scared that she's turning blue. In the face.
An inexperience band.
Awww come on! I really want to win! I NEED to win! But the chances are oh-so slim... especially with Pauline (awesome-greatest-bestest-singer-when-she's-in-the-mood) rivaling me!
Must win.
Must win.
Can't win.
*sobs*
Had roughly 6 band practices only, I'm feeling absolutely scared. Well, ANYONE would...considering they have one cocky guitarist, one inconfident guitarist, another quiet guitarist, one i-don't-give-a-damn-about-you drummer...
...and one scared-to-death-wits-praying-like-mad-till-she's-ready-to-scream-out-loud-and-turn-blue-sick singer/keyboardist. That would be me. The little KID (as SOMEONE keeps calling me) who's so scared that she's turning blue. In the face.
An inexperience band.
Awww come on! I really want to win! I NEED to win! But the chances are oh-so slim... especially with Pauline (awesome-greatest-bestest-singer-when-she's-in-the-mood) rivaling me!
Must win.
Must win.
Can't win.
*sobs*
Monday, December 3, 2007
Can't believe I'm tagged again
STOOOPIZ STOOOPIZ TAG!
Rules
1. Do this tag and answer all questions in your blog.
2. Delete question 20 and add your own question instead.
3. Tag 8 victims.
Questions
1. What was your one dream when you were still a kid?
Grow up fast and be a great singer
2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
Love. Not romance, just love. You know, love for God, life, family, friends...etc..
3. What do you wish to have right now?
A red acoustic guitar.
4. When is the last time you horselaughed?
During band practice. They're all so funny.
5. What did you realise recently?
I'm not as good as I think I am at singing.
6. Which bad habit do you have that is most unacceptable?
My arrogance.
7. When you are unhappy, what will you do?
Confide in someone.
8. What are you afraid of losing?
Confidence. And someone made me lose it today.
9. Within five years, which target is the most realism one?
Publish at least one book.
10. When you meet someone you like, will you profess or hide your feelings?
Depends on who that person is.
11. List out 3 kind of people you hate the most.
People who have fake modesty, think they own the world and selfish.
12. Define loneliness.
Without anyone who cares. Without anyone to confide in.
13. Are you satisfied with your life now? do you think any changes should be made?
If you had asked me this question a year ago, I would have pages and pages of things to change... but now, suppose God has changed my point of view? I'm happy with my life
14. When is the most recent time you felt touched?
Not long ago. Ain't telling you what happened :P
15. Where is the most beautiful place you've visited?
A place in my room. Its called Internet. To be precise, MSN Messenger :P
16. A song playing in your mind recently.
Going Nowhere Anyway - written by me?
17. If you have a wish come true, what would it be?
Serve His will.
18. Do you have anything to be worried or scared about lately?
Yes, my 9th December competition. But friends are coming to cheer for me, so I don't feel that bad. And I have faith in God. *wink* Even, though my drummer keeps telling me I'll lose. Stupid fella'
19. If tbe world is ending, what would you do?
Buy a one way ticket to the world next door. Maybe Venus would do. The weather's hot there. I love summer.
20. Hmm, my own question indeed. What keeps you moving on when you feel like you can't carry on in life?
The quote - You choose your fate.
And now I tag
1. Navian
2. Xiaoran
3. Yu Kit
4. Nishanth
5. Sin Mun
6. Peter
7. Ish...whoever
8. I don't know anyone who hasn't been tagged!
Rules
1. Do this tag and answer all questions in your blog.
2. Delete question 20 and add your own question instead.
3. Tag 8 victims.
Questions
1. What was your one dream when you were still a kid?
Grow up fast and be a great singer
2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
Love. Not romance, just love. You know, love for God, life, family, friends...etc..
3. What do you wish to have right now?
A red acoustic guitar.
4. When is the last time you horselaughed?
During band practice. They're all so funny.
5. What did you realise recently?
I'm not as good as I think I am at singing.
6. Which bad habit do you have that is most unacceptable?
My arrogance.
7. When you are unhappy, what will you do?
Confide in someone.
8. What are you afraid of losing?
Confidence. And someone made me lose it today.
9. Within five years, which target is the most realism one?
Publish at least one book.
10. When you meet someone you like, will you profess or hide your feelings?
Depends on who that person is.
11. List out 3 kind of people you hate the most.
People who have fake modesty, think they own the world and selfish.
12. Define loneliness.
Without anyone who cares. Without anyone to confide in.
13. Are you satisfied with your life now? do you think any changes should be made?
If you had asked me this question a year ago, I would have pages and pages of things to change... but now, suppose God has changed my point of view? I'm happy with my life
14. When is the most recent time you felt touched?
Not long ago. Ain't telling you what happened :P
15. Where is the most beautiful place you've visited?
A place in my room. Its called Internet. To be precise, MSN Messenger :P
16. A song playing in your mind recently.
Going Nowhere Anyway - written by me?
17. If you have a wish come true, what would it be?
Serve His will.
18. Do you have anything to be worried or scared about lately?
Yes, my 9th December competition. But friends are coming to cheer for me, so I don't feel that bad. And I have faith in God. *wink* Even, though my drummer keeps telling me I'll lose. Stupid fella'
19. If tbe world is ending, what would you do?
Buy a one way ticket to the world next door. Maybe Venus would do. The weather's hot there. I love summer.
20. Hmm, my own question indeed. What keeps you moving on when you feel like you can't carry on in life?
The quote - You choose your fate.
And now I tag
1. Navian
2. Xiaoran
3. Yu Kit
4. Nishanth
5. Sin Mun
6. Peter
7. Ish...whoever
8. I don't know anyone who hasn't been tagged!
Saturday, December 1, 2007
NTV7
Watch myself perform on TV yesterday with Pauline. NTV7, 10.30pm, November 30th. Telling ya'll a bit too late, eh?
I WAS HORRIBLE.
Never knew I sing so bad. Everyone commented.
Bad remarks.
1. Pauline said I looked too serious.
2. Sin Mun said I looked scary.
3. My parents said I sang lousy.
4. Benjamin said I looked like Satan. He commented the most. *sobs* I don't look like Satan!
Praise.
1. Sin Mun said I looked pretty.
2. Pauline said I sang the vocalising ok. (Hehe, I know that's a lie. I was so out)
3. Navian said he respects me from now on. (MWAHAHA)
Personally, I thought overall we did ok...and other than going slightly off, Pau sang awesome.
Sigh, this reminds me of 9th December...which is slowly approaching. I wonder if the band's prepared to perform well...
I WAS HORRIBLE.
Never knew I sing so bad. Everyone commented.
Bad remarks.
1. Pauline said I looked too serious.
2. Sin Mun said I looked scary.
3. My parents said I sang lousy.
4. Benjamin said I looked like Satan. He commented the most. *sobs* I don't look like Satan!
Praise.
1. Sin Mun said I looked pretty.
2. Pauline said I sang the vocalising ok. (Hehe, I know that's a lie. I was so out)
3. Navian said he respects me from now on. (MWAHAHA)
Personally, I thought overall we did ok...and other than going slightly off, Pau sang awesome.
Sigh, this reminds me of 9th December...which is slowly approaching. I wonder if the band's prepared to perform well...
Friday, November 16, 2007
I AM SO MAD AT MY FREAKING LIFE
I'M IN 2 KERUING!!! This sucks, dude. All of my friends are practically in 2 Meranti. This sucks so bloody bad!!! I want to go back to Form 1!! You can't imagine how sad I was when the stupid teacher was assigning names to their classes. *sobs out loud*
~Pauline - I think we were both near tears when we realised next year we're gonna be separated
~Sin Mun - She didn't really seemed to care but I'm sure gonna miss her like mad
~Sara - Making her laugh has always been my mission... I don't know how to survive next year without her snotty remarks.
~Sanjiyven and Peter - The class clowns...its them who really brightens up our dreary day
~Navian - He's just so fun sometimes!! Now we're in different classes. HAIH.
~Jeff and Koon Thong - Don't really talk to them, but teasing them is REALLY fun. You should try it :P
~Yu Kit - NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Need I say anymore?
Yeah yeah.. I know, you guys are probably thinking why I'm making it sound like I'm leaving Malaysia or something. You all are probably thinking to yourself, "There's still recess time! Different classes doesn't mean the friendship falls apart." But you see... for me, its always been hard to maintain friendship once we're in different classes. I don't want to to happen. Haih. But life's goes on.
~Pauline - I think we were both near tears when we realised next year we're gonna be separated
~Sin Mun - She didn't really seemed to care but I'm sure gonna miss her like mad
~Sara - Making her laugh has always been my mission... I don't know how to survive next year without her snotty remarks.
~Sanjiyven and Peter - The class clowns...its them who really brightens up our dreary day
~Navian - He's just so fun sometimes!! Now we're in different classes. HAIH.
~Jeff and Koon Thong - Don't really talk to them, but teasing them is REALLY fun. You should try it :P
~Yu Kit - NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Need I say anymore?
Yeah yeah.. I know, you guys are probably thinking why I'm making it sound like I'm leaving Malaysia or something. You all are probably thinking to yourself, "There's still recess time! Different classes doesn't mean the friendship falls apart." But you see... for me, its always been hard to maintain friendship once we're in different classes. I don't want to to happen. Haih. But life's goes on.
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Retarded competition!
Alright, alright.. I'll admit it. The competition isn't retarded... its just that I felt like using the word "retarded".
Haih, the dumb competition (NO THE COMPETITION IS NOT DUMB... i just felt like calling it dumb, that's all) draws nearer... oh the pressure for me. Somehow or rather, by luck (or fate) EVERYONE'S schedules seemed to clash.. just can't get in time for band practice. (Did i mention the competition's a short time away?) And then when we finally fixed a day, our pro guitarist didn't turn up. And our other guitarist didn't know how to play. So it basically ended up me on the lousy-good-for-nothing-with-no-pedal keyboard and our dear drummer... the music we made sounded lousy.
And then there's today. Woke up at 7.58am. Two minutes before Pauline was suppose to arrive at my house. At 8.00 she came, just as I was done washing up and stuff then we started figuring out chords and stuff for Silent Night and Jingle Bells. Kinda sucked, seeing we were given two days to create dumb accompaniments and having to lead dumb kids singing dumb christmas carols.
Three cheers for Pauline and I anyway! We managed to roughly figure out stuff in roughly under 2 hours! Then after she left, I HAD to accidently let my dad hear me grumble about stupid performances..and of course he had to give me this dumb lecture on how we should do things willingly. Wasted 1 1/2 hours of my life on the dumb lecture. Then church came (yay!) and well, yay.. it was fun...hanging out with God is always fun ...
Then afternoon, band practice again... without the drummer this time, just me and our two PROFFESSIONAL guitarists. Sounded pretty okay...but neither wanted to back me up in singing. One didn't because she couldn't, the other one .. didn't want to. No idea why. Too shy maybe? And then there was a nice surprise.. hehe, we had a solo audience though he didn't say much. Practice dragged on right till evening ... 7 pm. I bet you we managed to bore the hell out of our single audience.
And then night time - time for internet. Right now, I'm chatting with one guitarist...and searching for the other guitarist.. but she's not replying my smses. The other guitarist has to be right back. I need desperate information from the drummer but he's not answering calls. So I'm pretty bored here right now, which is why I'm talking to this stupid blog.
Man, the competition's on the way... I'm getting freaked out. I. Must. Win. Sheesh, gotta chill out. *sits in the fridge* *chills out*
Haih, the dumb competition (NO THE COMPETITION IS NOT DUMB... i just felt like calling it dumb, that's all) draws nearer... oh the pressure for me. Somehow or rather, by luck (or fate) EVERYONE'S schedules seemed to clash.. just can't get in time for band practice. (Did i mention the competition's a short time away?) And then when we finally fixed a day, our pro guitarist didn't turn up. And our other guitarist didn't know how to play. So it basically ended up me on the lousy-good-for-nothing-with-no-pedal keyboard and our dear drummer... the music we made sounded lousy.
And then there's today. Woke up at 7.58am. Two minutes before Pauline was suppose to arrive at my house. At 8.00 she came, just as I was done washing up and stuff then we started figuring out chords and stuff for Silent Night and Jingle Bells. Kinda sucked, seeing we were given two days to create dumb accompaniments and having to lead dumb kids singing dumb christmas carols.
Three cheers for Pauline and I anyway! We managed to roughly figure out stuff in roughly under 2 hours! Then after she left, I HAD to accidently let my dad hear me grumble about stupid performances..and of course he had to give me this dumb lecture on how we should do things willingly. Wasted 1 1/2 hours of my life on the dumb lecture. Then church came (yay!) and well, yay.. it was fun...hanging out with God is always fun ...
Then afternoon, band practice again... without the drummer this time, just me and our two PROFFESSIONAL guitarists. Sounded pretty okay...but neither wanted to back me up in singing. One didn't because she couldn't, the other one .. didn't want to. No idea why. Too shy maybe? And then there was a nice surprise.. hehe, we had a solo audience though he didn't say much. Practice dragged on right till evening ... 7 pm. I bet you we managed to bore the hell out of our single audience.
And then night time - time for internet. Right now, I'm chatting with one guitarist...and searching for the other guitarist.. but she's not replying my smses. The other guitarist has to be right back. I need desperate information from the drummer but he's not answering calls. So I'm pretty bored here right now, which is why I'm talking to this stupid blog.
Man, the competition's on the way... I'm getting freaked out. I. Must. Win. Sheesh, gotta chill out. *sits in the fridge* *chills out*
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
CLASS PARTY!!! 1 KERUING ROCKS!
Wednesday: 31 Oktober 2007.
Last day of the month.
Last day of fun.
We had class party!! Really awesome and fun!! Practically spent the whole day taking pictures! If I see another camera.. I think I'm going to SCREAM!!! *screams anyway...even though i didn't see another cam*
Oh..and we had this really really dumb wasabi seaweed eating competition. Whoever ate the fastest won. And its wasabi. HOT. Show ya the pics.
May I introduce Contestant No. 1!! Navian Lee Viknaswaran!!!!
Meet contestant 2!!! Chan Sin Mun!!
Navian is doing pretty well!! Stuffing the entire thing in his mouth!!
So is Sin Mun! Though she's choking like mad...
Navian chokes!! And Peter forces the seaweed back into his mouth!! HOW DISGUSTING! *chides* Boys..
Sin Mun spits out the seaweed (I don't have a picture of that .. such a pity) and in the end...
WE HAVE A CHAMPION!! Let me present to you! Navian Lee Viknaswaran! He comes out of the ordeal victorious! (and with seaweed on his face haha).
So after that we had this crazy couple photo taking!!! Haha...all of them look so awkward. Not like I blame them.
and well, there's more.. but I rather not post. And my friends know why. Hmph.
1K Boys!!!!
Haha I'm not photogenic...so I'm not posting pictures of me. :P
Gonna miss life at school. Don't ever wanna grow up. That's a fact.
Lalala.
Last day of the month.
Last day of fun.
We had class party!! Really awesome and fun!! Practically spent the whole day taking pictures! If I see another camera.. I think I'm going to SCREAM!!! *screams anyway...even though i didn't see another cam*
Oh..and we had this really really dumb wasabi seaweed eating competition. Whoever ate the fastest won. And its wasabi. HOT. Show ya the pics.
May I introduce Contestant No. 1!! Navian Lee Viknaswaran!!!!
Meet contestant 2!!! Chan Sin Mun!!
Navian is doing pretty well!! Stuffing the entire thing in his mouth!!
So is Sin Mun! Though she's choking like mad...
Navian chokes!! And Peter forces the seaweed back into his mouth!! HOW DISGUSTING! *chides* Boys..
Sin Mun spits out the seaweed (I don't have a picture of that .. such a pity) and in the end...
WE HAVE A CHAMPION!! Let me present to you! Navian Lee Viknaswaran! He comes out of the ordeal victorious! (and with seaweed on his face haha).
So after that we had this crazy couple photo taking!!! Haha...all of them look so awkward. Not like I blame them.
and well, there's more.. but I rather not post. And my friends know why. Hmph.
1K Boys!!!!
Haha I'm not photogenic...so I'm not posting pictures of me. :P
Gonna miss life at school. Don't ever wanna grow up. That's a fact.
Lalala.
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