Saturday, November 29, 2008

Tag, because I have nothing to post about.

Definition of tag: Kills boredom for you. Builts boredom for others.


1.The last person to tag you was?
Pearly. Or maybe its Peter. I don't know which one is the last to tag me.

2. Your relationship with him/her?
I'm supposed to be "married" to Pearly, but then Peter barged in between us. Jk, guys, I'm really joking. Please don't get offended, Pearly/Peter.

3. Your 5 impression towards him/her?
Pearly = Caring, sweet, easily hurt, pretty, and she nags alot at me.
Peter = Funny, occasionally lame, sweet talker, knows how to treat that girl right and is not a playboy.


4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you?
Pearly = The sweetest thing any girl has done for me =D
Peter = Singing with him for the Anugerah Cemerlang thingy. Both of us sucked so bad though, so I'd prefer to remember it has the most unmemorable thing.


5. The most memorable words that he/she has say to you?
Pearly = "Vicki, follow your heart. And please don't say that your heart says 'Go find Pearly and don't kacau me!'"
Peter = Can't remember any..


6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
I will love Pearly to death and Peter will become non-existent.


7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
I will complain to Amelia that Pearly's my enemy and Peter will become non-existent again.


8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...
Pearly has to improve on her nagging skills and Peter is the last guy on earth that will become my lover.


9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is..
Pearly = ...because I raided her house for chocolates?
Peter = ...because he hurts her intentionally, which I'm sure he'll never will.


10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is...
Pearly = Watch Twilight with her and make her happy.
Peter = Get his computer to load auditionsea.com


11. Overall impression towards him/her is...
Pearly = A true friend, who goes through the good and bad with you.
Peter = A funnily lame sweet talker who is not a playboy but knows how to treat that girl right.


12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Friends will think I'm too annoying. Strangers will feel uncomfortable.


13. The character you love of yourself is?
I'm not sure. I like my musical part, but I don't think that's a "character".


14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
My stupid tendency to overthink stuff.


15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Whoever God made me to be.


16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
I'll say it face-to-face, not here. Thanks for reminding me though. Sarcasm, in case you didn't realise.


17. Bra or panties?
Neither. I'd prefer my I Love Not You t-shirt


18. Chocolate or ice-cream?
Neither. Its KFC or nothing.


19. 10 people to tag.
1. Pearly
2. Joey
3. Navian
4. Pauline
5. Kelly
6. Christie
7. Ben Goh
8. Peter
9. Yu Kit
10. Amelia

20. Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
Alot..CFK, LMC, .....maybe even LTC?

21. Is 3 a male or a female?
He used to be a bit of both, but now it seems like he's a "he" after all.

22. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
NO. I don't think anyone would let No. 10 go anywhere near No. 7. Not unless they want the surrounding area demolished of course...

23. How about 5 and 8?
Hmm, not sure. I don't think so.

24. What is number 1 studying about?
Love. Interesting subject, huh?

25. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Either its a few mins ago or yesterday or the day before yesterday or last week or etc, etc.

26. Is number 4 single?
Yes, but she's unavailable.

27. Say something about number 2.
Boy-crazy =D

28. What do you think about number 3 and 6 being together?
They'd look sweet together. Yin and yang. Tall and short. Male and female. Brownie and Christie.

29. Describe number 9.
Secretive, hard to fathom, sarcastic and has nice eyes.

30. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights?
Hmm, usually its a one-sided fight where No. 6 calls No. 7 different variations of "obnoxious, irresponsible pig!". But I was under the impression that they were...nevermind, its girl stuff.

Christie is positively gonna murder me when she sees this tag.

~Smudgy.

P.S. Think twice before you blurt it out.

Morning Wake-up Call

Do you know how annoying the alarm is in the morning?

Its equally as annoying as my dad, who insists I wake up at 8.00AM everyday, which is unearthly, considering its holidays. Holidays are given so we can catch up on the sleep we never had during non-holidays.

And then of course there's the stay-online-till-its-past-midnight which every school kid does almost every holiday night where the guys bang non-stop at DotA and the girls gossip on MSN to save phone bill and- what else do the girls do anyway? I'm one and I have no idea. Read blogs and annoy people to update their blogs I guess.

Its funny how within five minutes of going online, there can be 7 people all IM-ing you at once, all with the same greeting, "Update your blog". They don't even bother to say "hi". Mind you, I'm talking about the stay-online-till-past-midnight situation, and not the wake-up-at-8am-because-you-have-to.

But noooo, its always poor Vicki who has to sleep early and get up early because of Daddy and the Piano Exam right smack in the middle of HUGE and the never-gonna-happen-now-London-trip.

Sigh, guess I never got over HUGE. Maybe because I was really looking forward to it this year.

Anyway, enough of this self pity! Lets talk about nightmares. I had a weird dream yesterday, which I can't remember now, except that it involves plastic dolls and a bomb exploding. And no, I wasn't playing with dolls. They were just walking around on the floor and a bomb exploded and something else happened but I can't remember.

~Smudgy (I like that name =D)

P.S. Feeling slightly angry, but still relieved.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Tagged by Peter (and my sister asked me to update)

Those who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1) Name of the person you tagged:
Jaime.

2) Describe yourself in one word
Paranoid

3) Who will you pick, someone who really love you or someone you love?
I will pick someone I love whom really loves me.

4) Have you ever love someone but never had the courage to tell?
Nope. I tell Navian I love him all the time! XD

5) What if someone reject your confessions face to face?
None.Of.Your.Bees.Wax. (Don't ask me what that means. I'm quoting someone again.)

6) Have you ever thought about the meaning of love?
Yes, about 6 million times only.

7) What will you say to a person who doesn't want to believe you?
Depends on who the person is and what he/she doesn't want to believe.

8) Was there a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
No, idiot. You can't learn to love someone. You either do, or you don't. I'm beginning to feel this tag is pointless.

9) Do you have someone special with you all the time?
Yes.

10) Long distance love?
If you're asking whether I've tried that, the answer is no.

11) Best place to cry?
In the toilet. There's a sink.

12) Love the most?
Certainly not this tag. Your questions are so annoying..and you don't even ask them in full sentence!

13) Ever hated someone so bad?
The word "hate" does not exist in my dictionary.

14) Biggest and most hurtful lie you've heard?
Let's see...I think its "I love you."

15) The last person you had beer with?
Sin Mun and Gwen.

16) The last person you went to the movies with?
Can't remember. I think it was Kelly, Yu Kit, Jeff, Koon Thong and Tiong Chin. Oh yeah, them. We threw popcorn at each other.

17) The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
Mum.

18) The last person you hugged?
Can't remember. Either it was Pearly or Navian. Or maybe Kelly. Or Pauline. Or...nevermind.

19) The last person you yelled at?
Can't remember. But I feel like yelling at Peter and Yu Kit.

20) In the last week, have you kissed someone?
No, silly.

Tired...

...because I stayed up till 5 yesterday. With absolutely nothing to do other than talking crap on MSN and yet I couldn't sleep. So I resorted to playing with astrology compatibility (spelling?) on www.bored.com . And Jaime wouldn't reply my emails. So I was stuck with bored.com. Sucked.

Random pics which I got from Kelvin...months ago.



See how bored I am? If it weren't for Aaron Carter's song Do You Remember, I would have gone insane of boredom hours ago.

~Smartee

P.S. Someone said falling off your chair helps in building character. Go on, try it.

Friday, November 21, 2008

Insomnia

*inhale*

Its-three-in-the-morning-and-I-can't-sleep-in-fact-I-haven't-been-sleeping-much-since-holidays-started-unless-you-count-those-naps-in-the-car-while-my-dad-drives-me-to-piano-class-anyway-that's-not-the-point-the-point-is-I-CAN'T-SLEEP-what-do-I-do-and-that's-why-I'm-here-online-with-absolutely-nothing-to-do-other-than-reread-old-emails-and-no-one-has-updated-their-blogs-maybe-I-should-write-out-another-update-of-Chronicles-of-the-Saccarimans-just-to-please-Christie-and-Pauline-two-of-my-favourite-readers-and-exceptional-authors-themselves-anyway-being-able-to-write-novels-still-doesn't-help-my-non-existent-ability-to-sleep-AT-NIGHT-I-still-remember-Mike-(jokingly?)-said-best-time-to-worship-God-is-when-you're-sleeping-because...etc.-anyway-someone-help-me-because-I-CAN'T-SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*exhale*

I don't expect anyone to read what's up there. Forget that.

I had a blood pressure checkup today. Doctor said my blood pressure is lower than the average, which may be due to adolescent stuff a.k.a. "best friend", but still might be dangerous. I'm...worried.

~An exhausted but unable-to-sleep Smartee.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

My Book Wrapping Disaster

Last Thursday was the last day of exams. Wheee!

Unfortunately, we also had to return our SPBT text books. And of course...the teacher started reading out all the fines...buku koyak/rosak = RM 1 ... buku hilang = original price + RM 3 ... buku tak balut = RM 1 ...buku ta= WAIT, did you say buku tak balut = RM 1??

So basically everyone was last minute wrapping their books with clear wrappers which Celeste produced out of nowhere (sometimes I really love her. She's a real efficient monitor...who rarely runs from her duties, even though whisking book wrapper out of thin air doesn't really count as her duty...) and of course, I had 6 unwrapped books. Bliss. Problem is...

I've never wrapped a book in my life. Ever.

Anyway, thanks to Kelly, Christie, Yee Yan, Jing Yen and Pearly for helping...and howling with laughter at my disastrous attempts in trying to fit my English Literature: The Phantom of the Opera into the wrapper. The end product is of course...beyond disastrous...and after rolling-on-the-floor-laughing-like-a-hyena for 5 minutes, thank god Christie decided to fix it up.

Hmph.

Oh and we had photo session. =D


Our class photo. We had to evacuate half the tables in the class just to get this photo done. (Jk, we pushed them to the back.)

And Christie thinks she's really funny by drawing this on the class white board. Just to prove how messy my hair is at school. Ha-ha.

~Smartee

P.S. ...nothing. =D

Monday, November 3, 2008

Because you had a bad day.

Urgh. (I never use "urgh")

URGH!

Its like everything went wrong today. I flunk Maths Paper 2. I thought I did okay in Maths Paper 1...then I stupidly checked answers with my friends and realised that...that... =( And Sejarah was so freakily freakish freaking hard.

And lunch was worse. My parents kept asking the same question like, 25 times (if not 5 million)...they just use different variations. And pur-lease, its a freaking mamak stall AND THE FOOD TOOK 45 MINUTES TO COME WHAT THE HECK I'M A GROWING CHILD (even though I don't grow) I NEED FOOD EVERY 2 HOURS. (and i'm not even gonna mention the fact that the fried rice tasted like mash potatoes....Oh. I just did.)

And piano was worse. I never felt so helpless before the 10-times-my-size grand piano before. I...I...just...I can't play it! I hate octaves exercises. But yet I must train. And why? Because my hands are born 4 times smaller than the average person. Whereas my ego is twice as big.

And while I was struggling with playing semiquaver octaves at crotchet tempo = 76, my dad kept asking me to do things for him. (He was exercising on the aerobic machine)

"Vicki, turn the aircon this way."

"Vicki, bring my towel"

"Vicki, lower the air con temperature."

"Vicki, pass me the TV remote."

"Vicki...Vicki ..Vicki.....blah blah dih dah!"

To top off my perfect day, I check my email some 20 minutes ago, and it said worship practice is rescheduled on Wednesday. And on Thursday, I have my all-around-best-killer subject...the one and only.

G.E.O.G.R.A.P.H.Y. So obviously my parents won't let me go.

Do you know how dissapointed I'm feeling right now?

1. I'm gonna fail all my final exams and get kicked into a lower class.

2. I'm gonna fail my piano exam in December and wait another year before I can get my professional cert.

3. I can't go to HUGE.

4. I can't watch HSM 3 because Andrew's pendrive won't load on my computer.

5. I'm gonna lose the bet I made with Pearly and Ben.

6. I can't see Navian as often as I want to.

7. I can't swim as fast as I used to.

8. I can't play my original songs with a band.

9. I can't see Graham and Jackie and I miss all my all-over-the-world friends like hell.

10. I can't sing. Everyday it feels like I'm losing my voice bit by bit. These vocal chords feel so thin right now, I'm afraid.

~Smartee

P.S. At least in a day of negativity, I had some positive signs.

1. I got good marks for KH
2. The dreams stopped yesterday.