Warning: Long update.

Form 4 feels so different from form 3. It feels more different than standard 6 compared with form 1.

Like I-forgot-who says, if you're absent from school for one day in form 3, oh who cares, its just PMR. But if you don't come to school for one day in form 4, you're screwed 'cuz every teacher dishes out homework as if their subject is the only subject we study.

And I'm having some serious issues with my PJ and Sivik teacher. Super sorry, but I don't really know how to respect teachers who can't respect students.

And ALL THREE of our science teachers c_ _'t sp_ _ k E_g_ish. My ears bleed in their classes.

And don't even get started on add maths. I only liked add maths last Thursday because...


...the teacher was absent. Hence, it was free period. On normal days, poor me has to suffer stupid analogies about "dog and cat and alien and predator!" relating to math from a teacher who can't spell A-L-I-E-N. Please. Spare me.

The only really good teachers are our BM teacher and our mod. math teacher.

Oh and did I mention? One is retiring and the other won't be teaching us for the next three months.

FMSL, right?

On to happier matters, Christie has been going all macho on me for the last one week 'cuz I left her pendrive in the pocket of my pants that went on a roller coaster ride... in the washing machine.

OKAY TECHNICALLY IT WASN'T MY FAULT BECAUSE I DID NOT PUT THOSE PJ PANTS IN THE LAUNDRY BASKET IT WAS ON MY BED NEXT TO ME AND HOW WAS I SUPPOSE TO KNOW THAT MY MUM WOULD JUST DUMP IT IN THE WASHING MACHINE WITHOUT EMPTYING THE POCKETS AND I COULDN'T STOP HER 'CUZ I WAS TAKING A NAP AT THAT TIME BECAUSE OF SEVERE EXHAUSTION DUE TO EXCESSIVE HOMEWORK GIVEN BY PSYCHOTIC TEACHERS.

Anyway, the much wanted pendrive has been recovered and is thankfully, still working.

Christie: There's dried soap on my pendrive...*takes ruler and scrapes*
Vicki: That's not soap. Its scratches.
Christie: *insert multiple profanities here*

On a much more cheerful topic, I think I'm turning into a Gleek. I was actually planning to have a productive day by getting rid of all my excess baggage (homework, not inches) but I ended up watching 8 episodes of Glee. 8 hours staring at the screen. I have this sense of dread that my spectacles will be gaining inches soon.

I wonder how long before people realise I don't use Facebook. I'd delete my account, but I'm too busy to search for the delete button.

People who haven't watched Avatar yet don't know what they're missing. People who are dysfunctional due to excessive stress bestowed upon them by evil teachers should watch Alvin and the Chipmunks Squeakquel. That's why its downloading on my Limewire. Not that I'm really dysfunctional...yet.

I nag at people not to buy pirated stuff but I do illegal downloads.

I am such a hypocrite.

~Veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

P.S. I need to learn to remember the names of 4C's new students. I can't keep calling them "the new chinese girl", "the other new chinese girl", "the new fella", "the new chinese boy".

Its really rude.

P.P.S. The weekend is here! Oh yeah!!!!!!!!

P.P.P.S. Amoeba can grow up to 5mm long. In case you're wondering, that's bloody enormous. And also seriously disgusting.

You don't really know who I am

Dead tired.

Lately, I've been sleeping...everywhere. In the car, on my study table while doing homework, on the bed (obviously), on the dining table, on my piano keys, in the cinema while watching Avatar.

Sometimes I wish I didn't waste all these years. If I hadn't, then at the very least I could reduce my 500 billion regrets to a lesser number.

Its getting harder and harder to juggle the 3 most important things in my life: school work, music stuff, keeping sane.

You guys won't even believe how much time my music "stuff" takes up. People just think "Oh yeah, she's the band geek, obssessed with music. That's why everything else about her sucks."

Its actually much more than that.

And nobody actually believes this, but I think the words like "band" and "music" are really, really annoying.

~Vee

P.S. Finally.

You never let the past interfere with your future dreams~

You don't know where you're going to from here but you know its not with me~

And guess what? I'm starting not to care. What I've wished for all along is already starting to happen. Way to go, Vicki.

Rude Awakening

Monday
- Got welcomed back to school by what Ming Yang calls the "purest form of bullshit". I couldn't have phrased it better. Read his blog for more info.
- Also got welcomed back to school with a disclipline talk. (This was like the highlight of the day. =.=")
- Had to endure a personality test that called Pauline an intellectually challenged student and Christie someone who isn't aware of what goes around her.
- And according to that personality test, I'm the kind of person who lets people push me around, I'm not aware of my rights, I can't take instructions from anybody and my social life is DEAD.
- Oh yeah, it also tells me I'm mentally retarded and desperately needs counselling.

How's that for the first day of school?

Tuesday
- The good news is, we had a really good penceramah for the motivational talk.
- THE BAD NEWS IS THAT I FELT REALLY SICK. SO I SPENT MOST OF THE TIME EITHER SLEEPING ON MY PILE OF TEXT BOOKS OR THROWING UP MY BREAKFAST.

Wednesday
- Hah, this was the real rude awakening.
- We had... lessons. T.T

Thursday
- I don't know how to do most of my school work. T.T

Friday
- I don't know how to do most of my homework. T.T

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- Most of the teachers who are suppose to teach English-related subjects can't speak English. T.T

- I got her for my P.J. teacher.

Happy form-four-ing.

~Vee

P.S. I'm not sure if its because I underestimated Form 4 or I overestimated myself.

I've got a feeling

Monday - Went out

Tuesday - Went out

Wednesday - Went out

Thursday - New Year's Eve
- Attended my neighbour's New Year's Eve party
- Went for the countdown below my house at 11.55 (You know lah, Jalan Bukit Bintang always banyak hal during New Year's Eve)
- Spent the first 2 hours of my new year partying with Nicole, Ashley, Angelo, Henry, forgot-the-other-2-guys names and spraying foam at random strangers.
- I was so honorable, I don't spray into their faces. But guys apparently don't have the same thoughts, so I had like 200 shoots in my eyes/mouth and the foam tastes like carbonated rotten veggies. Yuck.
- I came out of the spray fight looking like a drowned rat (cuz the foam melted, ew)


Friday - 1/1/2010
- Woke up at 1pm and realised I was suppose to be at Pauline's house at....1pm.
- Nagged at my parents until they agreed to wake up and fetch me there.
- Jammed till 9.15pm.

Saturday - 2/1/2010
- Woke up when Nav's sms woke me up.
- Went to watch Alvin & The Chipmunks 2: The Squeaksquel with Nav, Nicole and Ashley. We were suppose to watch Avatar. =( But the chipmunks show wasn't bad actually.
- Went to Seremban. Yeah, after being out till 6pm, Dad tells me we're "going to Seremban to meet your uncle for dinner" and that "Nicole and Ashley (and their family) are coming too". I thought he was kidding, but then he wasn't. =(

Sunday - 3/1/2010
- Reached church at 8.30am
- Just when my dark red and blonde highlights are getting lighter, school just has to reopen. Haha, I redyed my hair back to black 11 hours before school reopens. XD

Monday - 4/1/2010
- This is the real test.

I've been feeling so lethargic lately. Maybe its because the events of the past few days are catching up to me. I'm really tired. I need to sleep.

And I'm kind of feeling mixed emotions about school reopening. Unlike the previous years, I can't help but feel some apprehension about going back to school. I'm 16 now. I'm a...senior. I hate the sound of that.

Who says all teens always want to grow up fast?

I don't. I wanna go back to being 5, when I was innocent...and smarter. I'm getting old too fast. =(

~Smartee

P.S. Compared to 2008, 2009 was like...extraordinarily good. 2010 started out brilliantly for me and I intend to make this year my best year yet. So to you, yeah you, the one who keeps saying evil stuff about my 2010 and how its gonna go downhill from here, I think you should just worry about yourself first. =P

P.P.S. Eh, you two! The two best friends! Remember my prayer request! Its not a joke!

2012

We're gonna die...T.T

My new year was great. 2010 ROCKS!

Talk more about that later.

~Smartee