Fight, fight, fight!

I had a argument yesterday night. With myself. Like, almost literally.

Good Vicki: So, lets study now.
Bad Vicki: Don't want to. Let's go online.
Good Vicki: Can't you be a little more responsible? PMR is like in a month's time.
Bad Vicki: I know that. How can I not know, when you remind me every 5 minutes?
Good Vicki: ...
Bad Vicki: ?
Good Vicki: Just curious, but do you actually have any intention of getting straight A's?
Bad Vicki: Well, I have the intention to.
Good Vicki: Ha-ha. So, lets study now. I'll let you pick the subject. =) *halo*
Bad Vicki: Why don't we go online and play games instead? I'll let you pick the game. =) *halo*
Good Vicki: Idiot. There aren't any nice games.
Bad Vicki: That's cuz you won't let me download DotA.
Good Vicki: Are you kidding? DotA's stupid. Kelly said so.
Bad Vicki: Are you kidding? Studying's stupid. Everyone said so.
Good Vicki: Hmph, I had enough of you! Why do I always have to be the responsible one? You never do anything but play your idiot games and read your idiot fanfiction and-
Bad Vicki: Ben-Pau-Chris-Kell?
Good Vicki: -always has to be me that pushes you to study and play that idiot piano because daddy's paying an arm and leg for lessons-
Bad Vicki: Relax, I like piano.
Good Vicki: -always so irresponsible, annoying, irritating, laz-
Bad Vicki: Like you're not?
Good Vicki: -I'M NOT! I'M THE RESPONSIBLE AND SERIOUS ONE! ITS MEEEE WHO GETS ALL THE WORK DONE AND-
Bad Vicki: Good, so we balance each other out. Yin and Yang. =)
Good Vicki: If-you-interrupt-me-one-more-time-I-swear-I'll-

*this part is edited out due to excessive swearing*

Bad Vicki: Right, now that you're done telling me point by point on why I don't deserve to exist, can we go online now? Or at least, can we ben-pau-chris-kell? You know, I've got this idea for this awesome song-
Good Vicki: Do me a favour and GFY.
Bad Vicki: Literally or figuratively?
Good Vicki: !!!
Bad Vicki: Relax. Life's good.
Good Vicki: Not when you're around.
Bad Vicki: For you, I'm around 24/7. Literally. =D
Good Vicki: Did I do something seriously wrong in my previous life that I deserve to be stuck in the same body with you?
Bad Vicki: We're stuck in the same heart and mind too. =)
Good Vicki: I must have done something seriously wrong.
Bad Vicki: So, I'm getting impatient. About the onlining thingy...
Good Vicki: We. Are. Not. Going. Online.
Bad Vicki: We. Are. Not. Studying. Either. *blows raspberries*
Good Vicki: Look, you let me be in control for a month, okay? Then after PMR, I'll let you go crazy until the end of the year. It's not a fair deal, but life with you is never fair. so I'm used to it.
Bad Vicki: Are you trying to berunding with me? =)
Good Vicki: Are you actually as stupid as you look?
Bad Vicki: Hmph. After PMR, we're jamming with 3 times a week with Pauline, hanging out twice a week with Kelly and shopping whenever I feel like it.
Good Vicki: Yes, whatever you like. Right now, we're studying.
Bad Vicki: Fine, lets study English.
Good Vicki: DON'TTRYTOBEFUNNY!
Bad Vicki: You said I could pick the subject!
Good Vicki: Do we ever agree on anything?
Bad Vicki: We're always agree that we disagree on everything.
Good Vicki: Pick. The. Damn. Subject.
Bad Vicki: Fine, anything that we did really bad in.
Good Vicki: Sejarah, it is.
Bad Vicki: Wait, wait, what?! Study...sejarah? Now? I take that back...what..nooo...comeon, don't be like that... something else..science..maths...anything but sejarah!
Good Vicki: =)
Bad Vicki: Come on...
Good Vicki: =)
Bad Vicki: Geography?
Good Vicki: =)
Bad Vicki: Stop smirking.
Good Vicki: =)
Bad Vicki: Fine, Sej then.
Good Vicki: =)
Bad Vicki: =(

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Bad Vicki: This is my farewell post till after that idiot exam. Hopefully I survive this 1 month with my other demented half.

Good Vicki: Get offline NOW.

Bad Vicki: Geez, I'm going, I'm going...


Sighing off,
~Bad Smartee + Good Smartee = ???


P.S. I want PMR to be like...tomorrow. =( Honestly.

P.P.S. If you don't get offline now, I swear I'll-

P.P.P.S. Okay!! Okay!!

Slipping through my fingers

I can feel it.

Its like...trying to hold a moon beam in your hands.
Trying to hold water within your palms.
Trying to catch a ray of sun light.

Slipping away.

Drifting.

Always drifting.

WAAAAAAAAAAA. Holidays are almost over. I can feel it slipping through my fingers. Like water. Or moon beams. Or sun rays.

Or pineapple juice.

Whichever you prefer.

The past one week has been interesting though. Insightful and...enlightening. I...learned a lot of... stuff.

1. So you're not the person I thought you were. Big deal. Life goes on...

2. And some things are just not as they seem. Nevermind. Life goes on...

3. Please. Don't be so perasan. Its irritating. Life's still going on...

4. Geez, stop bugging me. I'm not a vending machine. Life's going on and on and on and...

5. I wish you hadn't said that. Because life just stopped.


Everyone talks in riddles on their blogs anyway, so I thought i'd follow the trend for once. =)

~Smartee

P.S. I spent half the holiday BPCK-ing. (ben-pau-chris-kell-ing)

P.P.S. I'm screwed when I get back to school. =( Wrath of Xiao Ran and Christie.

P.P.P.S. Superhero rocks! (because I wrote it)


Really, I did.


Most of it.


Part of it.


Sort of.


Kinda.


It still counts as me.


Fine, fine, fine, because Pau wrote it too.

~Thought we were perfect together

Guess not. =)

GTH, please.

I hate you.

Ben-Pau-Chris-Kel

I just wanna thank you guys for making this the best birthday ever (so far =D).

I got the biggest shock of my life yesterday.

I still can't believe you guys got me a guitar for my birthday. Its just...mind blowing. The whole idea is just completely, ridiculously absurd. In a very very very very very very good way. =D

Meet The Fantastic Four (though its kinda reversed genders. 3 girls and 1 guy. Doesn't stop them from being fantastic though =D)

Kelly and Christie

Ben

And of course the mastermind of the plan is none other than...........

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.....PAU

Thank you so much! I love you guys!

And of course...

In case you're wondering what they are, they're guitar picks. 16 of them. And yeah, its a lot.

And they came from another collaborator of the mastermind's plan

Meet Pearly and her Giant Smile.

When people found out you guys got me a guitar and more than a dozen picks, they said I'm lucky to have friends like you. I agree with them 600%.

~Smartee

P.S. I named the guitar after the people who gave it to me. Hence, the title of the post.

P.P.S. I'm thinking of naming the picks one by one after different variations of Pearly's name. But I doubt I'm that free...and besides, Kelly said that's overkill and Christie called me crazy

P.P.P.S. I couldn't stop smiling yesterday.

P.P.P.P.S. I can't keep my hands off you =D

Birthday Wishlist

I know, its kinda late to do this.


1. Harry Potter series, book 1-5 and 7.

2. An acoustic guitar (either red or black)

3. 99 guitar picks

4. Brisingr

5. Artemis Fowl and the Time Parody (or something like that, I kinda forgot the title)

6. A new alarm clock (mine's officially broken)

7. A really huge teddy bear

8. Pendragon book 10

9. A surat rasmi saying that I'm exempted from PMR

10. Something that will spice up my black/white wardrobe. Something really horrid, like a bright
Bristol pink scarf...nah, that was just a joke.

11. Hmm, I'm running out of ideas.

12. A nice surprise

13. A new DDR dance mat.

14. A new microphone stand

15. Endless supply of curly fries.

~Smartee Pants.

Recap. Just to keep my sanity.

Gonna blog about my Sunday. Just to keep sane. Oh, and I'm thinking of doing it essay form, like how Nav does.

Here we go.

On Sunday, 21st of June, I went to a charity performance in Country Heights. The whole carnival was pretty fun and we raised a lot of money. I played many songs. I had fun an-

I don't think its working out. Give me a second chance.

Hey people! Guess what! Last sunday, you're so not gonna believe it! There was this, like, totally awesome fantastic carnival at Country Heights, ya know where the rich VIPs live....

Obviously not working. Lemme try again.

Once upon a time, on a beautiful Sunday morning, I stumbled upon a charity carnival at Country Heights. As I walked through the grand entrance of the carnival, I saw-

This is a disaster.

Lets stick to conventional basics.

Event: Charity carnival.
Time: 9.00 to 12.00 (hopefully you can figure out whether its a.m. or p.m.)
Venue: Country Heights.
Date: Sunday 21st June (hopefully you can figure out what year)
Event I participated in: Obviously piano and singing. Imagine me selling candy at a stall. I'd chase them all away and steal as much chocolate as my pockets can carry.

Anyway, all lame humour aside, it was pretty fun. Considering the carnival was pretty small, they actually managed to raise more than RM10 000. Pretty impressive.

There was also a.......grand piano. Wow. Sponsored by Yamaha. Not bad at all.

Songs I played (and sang).

1. Chopin's Nocturne, Bb major.
2. Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You
3. Miley Cyrus - The Climb
4. Yew Yan Teng - Xiao Cong Ming (spelling)
5. Taylor Swift - Love Story
6. Everybody's Gonna Miss You
7. Miley Cyrus - Butterfly, Fly Away
8. You Raise Me Up

Like I said, it was pretty spontaneous. And there's something very satisfying about a performance where its only you, your voice and the piano. Of course, the best part is raising money for the leukemia kid, I forgot his name.

Nicole and Ashley were there with me as well. Turns out we were more grown up than I thought we'd be.

Oh, and guess what? After that Father Day's japanese dinner, I'm officially broke. I have a total of RM 3 in my wallet at the moment. Looks like we're gonna have to start a charity carnival for Vicki pretty soon.

Turning in for the night,
~Smarteepants

Caterpillar on a tree,

How you'd wonder who you be,

Can't go far but you can always dream.

-Butterfly, Fly away

Miley Cyrus ft. Billy Ray Cyrus

Hypocrite

I usually don't read blogs if the posts are particularly directed at some people.

Take Joey's blog for example. =D Quite a bit of it is either yelling at people or mooning about that hot guy.

But she's an exception. I read her blog. XD

Back to the topic.

Sometimes there's just no other way to say it to the face. Its easier to just blah the whole the out of my trusty blog. I know, at this moment, Christie is gonna go on and on about taking the easy way out, how i should never blah blah blah.


Anyway...



Hey, shitty day, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to.

Of course, I can just blame PMS. But that's too poor an excuse.

Sorry-sorry-sorry-sorry-sorry-sorry-sorry.

Ditto.

Ditto.

Ditto.


~Pants. Sucks.






P.S. It's awesome that you came back just to (please don't lie. You know, I know.) mess up my life again. Btw, just telling you its sarcasm.

Because you don't know what sarcasm is even when it slaps you right in the face.

I loathe you for doing this to me.

I remember the day I first saw you,

You really caught my attention.

-Don't Ask Why

Vanessa Hudgens

Vulnerable when I'm with you